what i'm [not] looking forward to

not to get all negative nancy, especially after tessa wrote this. 

for years the dream has been to move to czech. now it's happening. it's all very exciting...i really am looking forward to so much (that can be its own entry).

but realistically, the visions of happiness and growth and change i have while we're there won't happen.

i know that at some point i will most likely become really frustrated with the language especially.

i'm not looking forward to not being with an organization that will grant us accountability in the country.

leaving my family (especially Grace) and friends will be doubly difficult.

raising support has always been a struggle. i'm praying about this one for sure, but this is a tough one to trust God with.

so friends, please pray for me and with me. believe me, i'm excited! but i know that my expectations can't be too high. thank you!