my newest thought is wondering why God created us when everything in this world is awful. i know what the answers to this are, that's not what i'm questioning. but in the end those who love him and are faithful to him are just gonna be with him, so why couldn't he just have made us to be with him without having to live on earth where people kill each other and hate each other?
and is it even ok to question God?
and tessa, don't worry. i'm not questioning God's character, but i have to ask this.