Thursday, June 30, 2011

wounded

i woke up really urgently this morning. i felt like i had been sleeping and then suddenly realized i was driving on a highway. i jerked awake and said oh my gosh!

and now i'm still awake and thinking. i can't write in its entirety what's going on, but yesterday i was hurt more than i think i ever have been. at least my reaction proved that. and my hurt quickly became anger...it still is. i wasn't sure if it was ok to be angry - but it's justified. and i'm praying that anger doesn't become resentment and bitterness.

but look, here comes the sun. and listen to those birds!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

praying for your JOY :)

Anonymous said...

Though the topic has not been an easy one, it has been a joy to talk with you the past few days and witness your journey through this particular trial. There you are in the middle of a difficult, hard-to-understand situation, being brave and strong and beautiful. Not everyone can handle things the way you can; while you wonder sometimes if you're doing ok, the rest of us are just watching in wonder. Your strength and hope is in the Lord, and He has not and will not fail you. I love you!